FED 5

so this are the first photos taken by my new-old camera.
i am really excited about the result.

vilnius covered in snow is almost as beautiful as prague covered in snow.
i am just sitting, enjoying fire in the stove (i will miss that one back home), drinking hot wine...




...and listen to this.

i love winter.

hermit life

as i am here locked up in the north
living as hermit
the pictures get stranger and stranger

outside is quite dark and light in my stove is burning. well these are the perfect conditions for drawing something like this.

i bought new camera the other day on flea market. it's FED 5 and i heard all the ebst about it.

cannot wait to see my first shots alive.

therapy

this is one type of therapy i found out.
my anxieties will not disapear, but at least i can invite them to join my creative process.
and we are spending nice days. me and my anxiety of death.

i hope our relationship will get better and better. i don't want to die some day and find myself in bad relations with pale rider.

lithuania

these are just rendom pictures from lithuania.
hill of crosses is great thing and it's worth to see.
as well as klaipéda and kuršiu nerjia and the sea of course, which was great deal to me as czech who did see sea just twice in her lifetime.

fast run

lithunaia is flat wild and beautiful country. and the clouds runs there so fast.
this animation reflects just five minuts on one of the vilnius's cemetery.

Kuršiu nerija

as i am in vilnius for my internship it was necessary to vsit sea. and especialy Kuršiu nerija. that special and amazing place.

there are some pictures from my "picture-slide show" of the actual trip.

enjoy.

brush in action

ithis suterday theres going to be beatification of Chara Luce Badano.
i was asked to do an comics about her.
it was really joy.

looking forward stripes i am going to made in Lithuania.
comming this monday.

summer diaries

some of summer diaries.
i am getting ready to leave czech republic and spend four months in lithuania. i hope i'll get much more scatches there.

another shot

I am still working on my photo shoting style. sadly just right now i have only enough money to buy film. not to get it processed. right now 5 films stay on my table wating to be processed to photos, hopefully beautiful.

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learning to take photo the old way. using fujifilm and nicon camera.

i felt in love with this old fashion photo taking.
although it's not exactly cheap,
i can't get enough of it.

animated joy

well why not to try this.
it can't be difficult.
i sad to myself today.

well and it isn't. all you need is this:


the paper has to by tin and you can work with tracer, to make lines clear and white acctualy white.
be exact and you can make your own gif animation very easely.

i made the The Walking, The Smile (that i can't load on the blog for some reason...), but best of all was this abstract piece of Something.

smell of the woods

still experimenting with painting.
painter collection of booooooom is my big inspiration.

my attempt is to catch the nature of forest as i see it.
this is how i tried to paind image that jumped into my head while came for walk in woods and smelled the beauty of morning misty heat around. not a perfect try, but a way for sure.

draw-thoughts

I am prepareing performance for Vilnius's Theatre Lele.
The best way to think is to draw.

This is very bad photo of one of my draw-thoughs. Circus in doomed land. Postapocalptic surface of Earth destroied by some unknown desaster and little tent of fun and loughter sitting in it. Good starting point of rehearsing, I think.

Let's see what other images and thinking brings out.

the trip

I spend whole day recently drawing...
getting back on the horse.

I love dynamics of the draw line,
and soft energy of wotercolors... especialy the green ones...

I am back... and I'll draw and paint as devil!

(hopefuly)

election 2010

I voted today.
I always feel like proud citizen filed up and bursting with patriotism when I vote.
I walked out of election room two times taller then I came in.

Liberté, fraternité, egalité!

By the way I voted Green Party

draw journal II

More from my draw journal edited by picnik - my new toy for next few days.

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diary excersise

As the spring blooms, my mind is occupated with ideas and desires, as every spring and every autumn. The point is to gain from it as much as possible. There is school of course and other duties. But I am trying to find piece of time how to expand into other fields of life and make possible everything what's on my mind.

Like this: I've come back to my draw journal, as I did it on high school. Back than I was more quick and prompt in catching scenes of my life, but I hope I'll get back to my perfectnes and add some experiences I gained sence then.


file of my previous draw journals form 4-5 years back


drawings from last week


from trip with my boyfriend - amazing sunny day

Next step is to actually paint an image. Of that I am talking about like half a year. I've prepared the background already, but I need at least a day off to really got into this.

Wish me luck.


it just waits to be painted

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"i don't want to do anything today" "it's the same every day"

i didn't make myself to draw in last few weeks. i make myself every day to go back to my comic but i don't have any pation to work and i lack the needed peace. but yesterday i took a pen and brush in my hand finaly. after half an hour i've run to take picture of what i did. and so it ended just with these three figures.

sadly i don't have better camera to picture them in their real beauty.